i feel like shit for some reason, idk just realizing how bad everything is. how if i looked different id have a better life and maybe people would like me cause im disgusting lbr here. like i cant even explain how alone i feel and how badly i feel about myself rn. its just things are getting bad again and im probably bothering everybody with my nonstop talking and i really should just disappear. my mood sucks rn i swear.